Mountain and River Pillow: Chapter 42 6.18 two more

Chu Yu did not speak.

She was silent, suppressing her emotions. For a moment, she was afraid that she would have an impulse and jumped up and stabbed the person in front of her.

He told her to follow him.

What does this mean?

This sentence means that he has denied her six years of hard work, six years of suffering, and a full twelve years, all of which have been completely denied by this sentence.

She loved him for twelve years, and could not wait to give all her heart to this person, just for this sentence. But he didn't give it to her. On the contrary, in her whole life of rebirth, when she had never given him anything, she gave this sentence to her.

Is she wrong?

God reborn her, just to slap her on the head and tell her that she was wrong?

But what did she do wrong?

She tried so hard to protect him and was scarred. She smoothed the edges and corners in the years and became the Mrs. Gu of the year.

Women fight with each other as much as they do.

She used to be a person who drank and sang around a bonfire after the war, while the soldiers patted wine jars, but after marrying him, she pulled out her minions like a tiger and became a permanent obedient cat.

He always said that she was not good, and he was not used to her behavior, but if he really went to see it, how could he not see it, Mrs. Gu and Chu Yu were simply two people.

She lost herself for love, no wonder others look down on her.

Seeing Chu Yu's silence, Gu Chusheng felt a little uneasy, and said a little uneasy: "Ayu..."

"Don't call me that."

Chu Yu interrupted him suddenly, Gu Chusheng's face was pale, Chu Yu looked up at him.

At this moment, she looked at Gu Chusheng, he was still clean, she took a deep breath, suppressed all her emotions, took a few steps back, and sat down on her knees again.

"It's my fault that I don't know about the world when I'm young."

She looked at him quietly, her eyes resolute: "However, now that the concubine's heart is clear, please Lord Gu, take that young man's joke as a matter of fact."

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng clenched his fists slowly: "The concubine's heart is clear? It's a joke? Some people take this as a joke, and some people take the elopement as a joke?!"

"You like me, don't you know?!"

"Clear." Chu Yu looked at Gu Chusheng's complacent appearance, but she calmed down, she looked at his red and swollen eyes, and her tone was calm: "Concubine knows that when I was young, I liked adults, ten When I was two years old, the man in red came riding a horse, and the concubine was not very happy."

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng's tears could no longer be stopped and slowly fell.

When I was twelve…

At the age of twelve, when the city was broken, he was going out to report a letter, but he saw the girl from a distance.

It was the first time he held a girl's hand and the first time he hugged a person.

After her death, he recalled that scene countless times. At that time, Gu Chusheng was still the eldest son of the Gu family. He was high-spirited and complacent as a teenager. At that time, it was probably the best time in his life.

He trembled slightly, pursed his lips, and burst into tears.

He wanted to stop her words, and stopped all words at this moment. However, he knew that he had to listen, and only by listening would he understand what he could do.

"Chu Yu's request was nothing but tenderness. Since birth, her father and brother never regarded Chu Yu as a woman, and her mother never regarded Chu Yu as a woman, so when the son reached out his hand, Chu Yu was a son. Redemption, so what I love isn't the son, it's just Chu Yu's fantasy."

Speaking, Chu Yu smiled slowly: "It wasn't until she married the prince that Chu Yu knew that the so-called feelings are not like this."

"You've only seen him once."

Gu Chusheng reminded hoarsely: "Then he died."

Chu Yu smiled lightly: "Although there is only one side, but he is very good to me. What Gu Gongzi gave to me is only what a person treats an ordinary woman, and the prince gave it to me. , is like a jewel like a treasure. After going to the battlefield, no matter how busy you are, the prince will not forget to communicate with me. I admire the heroic pride of the prince. Although he died in the battle, he will always live in the body and mind of the concubine. "

Gu Chusheng was speechless, he clenched his fists and trembled all over.

It hurts, why is it so painful.

Why did he have to be reborn, why did he come back? He heard Chu Yu say that her love for him was always just a self-righteousness.

Does she think he doesn't know?

He knew, but he kept deceiving himself. For so many years, he knew that what she admired was the heroic man who stood above the ground, and he had never been a politician and villain who hid in the dark and played tricks. If she yearns for the fierce sun, he is the yin moon.

After six years, she can't take it anymore, and finally wants to divorce him.

He had been waiting for that day, her love was like a castle in the air, how could he not know it was just a fantasy.

One day she will wake up and one day she will see clearly.

But he had no choice but to spin around in this pain and never get out.

So how many times he told himself that he hated her, how many times he told himself that he hated her, when he was young, he thought it was true, until she died, and he could no longer say such hurt Only after the man's words did he dare to slowly open the heart paper he was holding tightly in his hand and see his heart clearly.

Why tell him?

Why drag him over after he died with a dream, so late?

He looked at her clear and gentle eyes, and said nothing.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Chu Yu just burst into tears, sighed, and said softly: "Young master, please forgive me for what a young man has done. He is talented and also has the ambition of Lingyun. He hopes to show great ambitions in the future and become an important weapon in my great Chu, and protect my great Chu Ming people." As she spoke, she raised her eyes to look at him, and said slowly, "Prosperous times."

"I don't!"

Gu Chu made a loud voice, he stared into Chu Yu's eyes as if he was a child, and he gritted his teeth word by word: "I don't."

Why did she get her wish?

Why did she leave so calmly and ask him to do this and that, who is she to him? Why is she pointing at him like this?

Gu Chusheng seemed to return to the time when he quarreled with Chu Yu. She couldn't stand his villain's behavior and filled him with disregard for the overall situation. He was always arguing with her, and he hated her arguing with him for others.

He waited for her to persuade him and scold him.

However, after Chu Yu heard it, she was only stunned, and after a while, she nodded: "Yes, this is the choice of the adults, the concubine is just a casual statement, the adults don't need to think about it. "

Speaking, Chu Yu got up and said: "If there is nothing else, the concubine will retire."

Hearing this, Gu Chusheng was stunned for a while, he watched Chu Yu go out, and said in a hoarse voice: "Why don't you scold me?"

Chu Yu was a little strange. She stood by the door and looked back at him: "I have a personal choice. Do you have anything to do with me? Why should I scold you?"

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"Perhaps there are still some?" Chu Yu sighed and chuckled: "If Lord Gu is a bad person, it might take a lot of trouble to kill Lord Gu."

"You want to kill me?" Gu Chusheng laughed slowly when he heard this. He propped himself down, took out the sword hanging by the bed, and turned the hilt to her: "Then come here."

Chu Yu frowned, Gu Chusheng looked at the tip of the sword pointing at him, his heart was full of joy, he laughed loudly: "You come and kill me!"

Chu Yu didn't say anything, she looked at him calmly: "You haven't done anything wrong, why should I kill you? If you did something wrong," Chu Yu raised her hand and put her hair in her ears After that, he looked into the distance and said, "I should kill you, so of course I won't be soft-hearted. If you shouldn't kill me, someone will kill you."

"Let's not say anything else," Chu Yu laughed with some thoughts that she didn't realize: "If you bring disaster to the country and the people, our little seven's temperament, I am afraid that the first person will Get started."

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