Mountain and River Pillow: Chapter 103 （8.4）

Chu Yu didn't speak, she listened to Wei Yun's words, she felt a kind of exhaustion welling up from the bottom of her heart.

She lowered her eyes and said slowly, "Go home first."

This is a kind of euphemistic rejection, which made Wei Yun look up suddenly: "Is it so difficult to answer me?"

"You look into my eyes," Wei Yun took off his mask, revealing his handsome face, and said coldly, "Answer me!"

Chu Yu didn't speak, Wei Yun said hoarsely: "Like it, or don't like it, is it so difficult for you to answer me a sentence?!"

"Wei Yun," Chu Yu looked up at him: "You are arrogant."

"Yes," Wei Yun gritted his teeth and said: "I'm arrogant. I'll commit a crime of disregarding human relations. If you have anything to scold you, just speak up, I just need one word from you today - I like you, you should be how?"

"Then back off!"

Chu Yu pushed him away violently, raising her voice. Wei Yun was pushed away by her, and Chu Yu looked at him coldly.

"Why do you think I don't respond, why do you think I don't speak? Wei Yun, you have to tell me what to say, and when it's so embarrassing, can you feel at ease?! I'm you Sister-in-law, I have responsibilities and family affection for you. When I came to Wei's house, I was with you. At first, it was just for my identity, and I just admired the strength of Wei's family. Even if I had friendship with you later, I just treated you like Brother as a friend-"

Speaking, Chu Yu closed her eyes and trembled: "Xiao Qi, you and the Wei family have given me warmth. I like you, mother-in-law, Achun, Alan, and even Wei Qiuwei Xia Weiqian... You all make me feel good and happy. Especially you, Xiao Qi."

She opened her eyes and looked at him quietly: "I am very grateful to you. In my life, there is no one who treats me better than you."

"So I don't have the heart to hurt you, and I don't have the heart to say it. My friendship with you only ends here, maybe there is a little throbbing, but Xiao Qi, my love for you is really too shallow."

"There is also..." Wei Yun hoarsely said: "There is also a little, isn't it?"

Chu Yu didn't speak. After a while, she slowly said, "But do you want a little?"

"You want me to be with you, right?" She chuckled: "But I am with you, how much do I have to pay? Xiao Qi, you are no longer a child, you are with me Together, we both have to give too much. I don't want to give that."

Wei Yun pursed her lips, her words slashed into his heart like a knife, Chu Yu stared at him quietly: "Xiao Qi, I liked it once, I tried my best and vigorously, I like that When I was a person, I thought, even if I didn't get a response, I didn't care. But later, when I really didn't get a response, I really came to the end of the road, and I used up all my enthusiasm, I realized that, People will regret it. So I told myself, I will never go to that step again in my life. So I will not choose the hardest road, Wei Yun, you are the hardest road for me. "

"You are the very important person to me," Chu Yu raised her hand and put it to her heart: "In this lifetime, besides my family, you and the Weifu are the most important to me. I I have invested so much effort in you. I have spent my whole life looking at Weifu. I can't bear to see Weifu and you, because I am stained with a little bit of stain. The Wei family is so loyal to the family, and should not be stigmatized because of such a thing. And you "Wei Yun, if you have the heart to take revenge, you shouldn't give Zhao Yue any chance to attack you, you should have a clean reputation, do you understand?"

"I don't think it's a bad reputation." Wei Yun's voice was hoarse: "I like you, I do it, so I'm not afraid to recognize it. It's just a fake name, I don't care. "

"I care." Chu Yu said calmly, she looked at Wei Yun and couldn't help laughing: "You're right, it's just a fake name, you don't care, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt , but because of your liking, you are enough to resist everything. If I like you, like you enough, then nothing matters, Wei Yun, I can leave this world behind, I can tolerate that I like one and nothing Knowing child, I can endure my trembling and worry about this person changing heart every day, and I can also accept that you changed heart and left after I endured everyone's scolding and the Wei and Chu family were humiliated by me, but—"

She said every word, very clearly: "I don't like you enough."

Wei Yun trembled violently, and his breathing became short.

Chu Yu looked at him quietly, her expression clear and calm: "Wei Yun, what I like about you is just like looking at the sun and the moon and admiring the spring flowers. You are really a very good man, Nobody doesn't like it."

Wei Yun didn't speak, his lips and teeth chattered, he seemed to want to say something, tears rolled in his eyes, Chu Yu looked at him quietly, with countless emotions in his heart.

Why don't people like this, who doesn't?

When she realized that he liked her, when he said what he liked, it seemed like a fire ignited her heart, illuminating the empty, dark and lonely world.

But she knows too well where her love comes from, and she knows too well how much this love is. She didn't even want to make compromises and sacrifices for this love. She just wanted to be quiet in her own world and recall over and over again all the warmth that this young man had given her.

Gu Chusheng threatened her, she was not helpless. It's just that when she faced this feeling, she suddenly felt scared. She wants to marry a person who makes her feel safe. She will never be tempted for the rest of her life, she will always remain rational, and keep a distance from that person, so that she will not come to see each other.

Her eyes made Wei Yun feel as if thousands of troops were running over him, he could hardly stand up straight, but he still had to stand, he gritted his teeth and trembled: "You are not Don't like me... if you like it a little, why can't you like more... more?"

Chu Yu watched the young man raise his head, tears rolling out: "You said that I am your most important person, you love me, but why... you can't like me?"

Hearing this, Chu Yu froze in place, she listened to him hoarsely, like a child: "You said you were good for me, but the choices you made made me the most sad. Your choice. You marry Gu Chusheng, you know I like you, but you still marry him, what are you doing for me? You have chosen a path that makes you feel most at ease."

"My feelings make you feel afraid, you think I am young, you are afraid of being sorry for the Wei family in your heart, afraid of sullying the Wei Yun in your heart, you are afraid that you will bear the rumors and throw away your stable When I get the chance, I turn around and leave, what you are most afraid of is that you have to open your heart and let me in."

"So you choose Gu Chusheng."

His words were like a sharp sword, breaking open her layers, revealing her **** heart.

"Compared to me, what he can give you is a more stable world, you don't have to worry about who will enter your heart again, you can also give yourself reasons, you are for defending the family, It's for me, you have nothing to apologize to me-"

Wei Yun walked step by step and stopped in front of her. His figure shrouded her, and the moonlight fell in the alley. Chu Yu listened quietly. His words were too straightforward and sharp to wake her up.

"Chu Yu," he said hoarsely, "You are so selfish."

"You gave me so many reasons and wrapped myself in layers after layers. You made me really think that you loved me so much, you gave me hope and saved me from the darkness You saved me and the Wei family, but in fact, you are just saving yourself."

Speaking, Wei Yun lowered her head and her eyes fell on her heart.

"Your heart is empty."

He was dumbfounded and said something that the two of them had been trying to hide and hadn't thought about. He never knew, but never wanted to think about it, until this moment, he blurted out.

Only speaking, he can't take it back. He can only tear down the curtain completely, revealing the truth that people always avoid and cannot face.

"You married into the Wei family. You did so much for the Wei family and for me because your heart is empty."

"Don't do this," Wei Yun looked at her quietly, with pity and bitterness in his eyes: "You don't know why you live."

His voice made Chu Yu feel as if she was submerged in water, the water was piercingly cold, she heard Wei Yun slowly raise her head and looked at her in disbelief: "Why?"

She is only twenty.

Why?

Chu Yu looked at him, she wanted to admit what he said, but the moment she spoke, she felt that it was not the case.

When she came to Wei's house, when she was numb to save people and help people, she did. But when she was in Fengling City and saw Chu Jin beating drums in the tower, when Gu Chusheng said to her "I don't want you to die", when she went to Beidi alone and carried him home, when he told her that he wanted her to do A little girl all her life, when he pressed his forehead against her stomach and said "sister-in-law, I hurt" because of the pain, her heart was full.

She felt that her life was complete and complete. When she was by his side, she felt that it was light and flame, so she surrounded him and tried her best to be good to him.

She was afraid of getting too close to him and wanted to give him everything.

She felt that something in her heart collapsed. Under this man's questioning, everything went by without a trace, Wei Yun saw her stunned, he stretched out his hand and covered her face.

"Don't be afraid."

He hoarsely said: "I like you, it's really not that terrible. I don't know what you've been through, and I don't know why you are like this, but Ayu, I like You, will not hurt you. I have thought about this sentence for many years. Four years ago, when I left Fengling City for Beidi, I was holding you and I wanted to tell you this sentence. But I dare not say it, I am afraid of blaspheming my brother, and I am also afraid of blaspheming you."

"Later I realized that this relationship is not shameful, I didn't hurt anyone, I just like you. I want to tell you again, but now everyone tells you that I am too young, I The words were too frivolous, so I didn't dare to say them. I held back these words, I think, if I say these words one day, it must be because I am sure, sure, that I will never fail you in this lifetime. "

Chu Yu's eyelashes trembled, she raised her head to look at him.

Now he is calm and determined. He quietly looked at her, word by word, and said seriously: "You are with me, gossip, I will stop it."

"I will go."

"I fill all the wounds in your heart."

"I'll give you what you lost, what you didn't get, what you want to have."

"You always think I'm naive," Wei Yun laughed, with pity and helplessness in his eyes: "But Ayu, you're actually just like a child, you like this thing, you don't I am brave."

Chu Yu didn't speak, she bit her lip, she didn't know why, listening to these words, she felt tears welling in her eyes.

She felt as if she had been smashed layer by layer, opened her heart, and presented the softest and weakest self in front of this person, who held the light to illuminate her .

She felt that she was being carried away, every word she said was impulsive, so she pressed all the words to the bottom of her heart and clenched her teeth.

Wei Yun looked at her quietly, stretched out his hand, and took her in his arms.

"Silly girl, why are you so stubborn."

Chu Yu finally couldn't hold back her tears, blurring her vision.

Wei Yun felt that this person's tears drowned him, he hugged her and patted her back, feeling distressed and helpless. He softly coaxed her: "don't cry, what's wrong with me, just tell me. Look at you, you're crying so much that your makeup is gone."

Chu Yu didn't speak, she gritted her teeth, pushed him away, and walked back with blurry eyes. She wiped her tears as she walked, like a child.

Wei Yun didn't know what to do either, he followed behind her and watched her rush forward. After a few steps, she stepped on the corner of her skirt, staggering hard. fell.

Wei Yun hurriedly stepped forward to help her and asked anxiously, "Are you alright?"

Chu Yu didn't speak, her face became a little pale, she lowered her head and said nothing, just big tears falling down.

Wei Yun thought about the way she fell just now, touched her ankle with his hand, frowned and said, "Have you got your ankle?"

Chu Yu didn't say anything, Wei Yun pressed her lightly, and she tightened her body, Wei Yun opened her mouth to talk about her, and looked at this man with his head down and tears falling, he said another word Can't tell.

He sighed, half squatted in front of Chu Yu, and said gently, "I'll carry you back."

Chu Yu didn't move, Wei Yun grabbed her hand and pulled it up to him, then put it on his back.

In the moonlight, their shadows overlapped, Wei Yun carried Chu Yu on his back, and couldn't help laughing: "Before I saw you, I heard that you are a stubborn and willful eldest lady, seeing you After that, I thought they were talking nonsense. Tonight I finally learned that you must have been a stubborn person before."

Chu Yu turned her head and stared at the shaking wall, Wei Yun's voice was gentle: "I don't know why you are crying, I don't know what you are sad about, and I don't know how you got here. But Ayu, I can afford to wait, as long as you give me a chance to wait, don't be nice to me."

"I'm sorry..." Chu Yu said hoarsely.

Wei Yun chuckled lightly: "Don't say sorry, I don't mind what you do."

Chu Yu didn't speak, her hands around his neck tightened.

She has never met a person who is so tolerant of her, and has never seen such a persistent, warm, light and stable person.

She used to be that kind of person for Gu Chusheng, when he came on horseback and extended his hand to her. But in the countless years that followed, she slowly discovered that Gu Chusheng was never the red-clothed boy in her memory. His world is all entangled in torment, and what he has is not obsession, but obsession. He just pulled her down into the darkness, never stopping.

As for Wei Yun, he didn't give her an amazing start, he didn't fall from the sky like a **** when she was in danger, and even when they met, he was just a young boy and asked her to work hard for him A world.

But after touching him little by little, getting close to him, getting to know him, and being with him, I came to know that this person is so beautiful.

She hugged him silently, and said in a muffled voice: "You have disturbed Gu Chusheng like this, what about the people on Sucha's side?"

"I think it's good," Wei Yun chuckled: "I intercepted him, but in fact only brought fifteen people, he sent a signal flare, all the masters in the house will come out to save people, I will send He went directly to his mansion, and now he has probably brought back Sucha's people."

"You stopped Gu Chusheng just to steer the tiger away from the mountain?" Chu Yu responded quickly: "Then you need to get out of the city as soon as possible! Gu Chusheng knows that the person is gone, so he will definitely come to you..."

"I know." Wei Yun said softly, "I told you to go down before I came, send you back, and I'll leave."

"Ayu," he turned to look at her: "I've grown up, I will pave all the roads, you really don't have to think about what you want to do."

Chu Yu was stunned for a while, Wei Yun's steps were steady, so she didn't feel any bumps. She quietly looked at his profile and listened to him slowly say: "I felt very happy to see you standing in front of me when I was young. Now I feel that if I can let you stand behind me, I will probably feel happier. ."

"I don't need to..."

"But I have to give you a choice."

Wei Yun spoke softly, the gate of Weifu appeared in their field of vision, he carried her on his back, and his voice was soft: "Being forced to carry the sword and being willing to carry the sword are two different things."

Speaking, Wei Qian rushed up anxiously: "Master Hou, things and people have arrived."

Wei Yun raised his head, everyone at the gate of the Wei mansion was ready, Jiang Chun came forward and saw Wei Yun carrying Chu Yu on his back, she was stunned, and then hurriedly said: "I think about it It's clear, let's get out of the city first."

Speaking, she stepped forward and reached out to take Chu Yu. Chu Yu was supported by her and Wan Yue, and walked towards the Wei Mansion with her back to Wei Yun.

Wei Yun looked at Chu Yu quietly, Wei Qian came up and said, "Master Hou, let's go."

Wei Yun nodded and suddenly said, "Sister-in-law!"

Chu Yu froze, Wei Yun said gently: "Wait for me to come back."

Chu Yu didn't speak, she knew what she meant by "waiting for me to come back". He didn't just want to come back, he wanted an answer.

Chu Yu turned her back to him, she straightened her back and did not look back.

After a long time, she finally spoke, her voice hoarse: "Okay."

I will wait for your return.

I give you the answer.

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