Love Private Possession: Chapter 46
Lu Ya used to think that she was still quite flirtatious, and some girls who had expressed their liking to her had used some methods, but she was indifferent and could only say "thank you".
But at this moment she just knew she couldn't do it.
Sang Qingxu's voice was low and deep, but there was a sense of slyness and joy in her tone. Lu Ya stayed close to her and listened to her without missing a word.
How to describe it?
It's like buying the most delicious watermelon in summer.
Also like? I was thirsty and drank my favorite ice water.
Of course, Lu Ya knew that "seeing one thing and losing another" was just an excuse, but she liked it so much, because it was Sang Qingxu, she could be "fooled" without reservation.
She can only be fooled by Sang Qingxu.
Lu Ya lowered her eyelashes, moved her throat lightly, and lowered her voice a bit: "Yes?"
"Let a bowl of water be level."
When she said this, she was a little closer to Sang Qingxu, and there was only one finger's thickness between their heads.
The lights in this area are bright, but because they are inside the car, the light is weakened a lot, and they can barely see the steering wheel.
Lu Ya pursed her lips tightly, blinked her eyes, and breathed lightly.
But she is not the only one who is equally nervous?
Sang Qingxu's left hand was placed by her side. She was already clutching the hem of her clothes, but she was still holding Lu Ya. She didn't want to expose herself so thoroughly.
The atmosphere in the car became silent, but the heartbeat went against the tune, and the voice became louder and louder.
I don't know how long it has passed, the heads are completely leaned together, the aroma of the hair begins to pass, and the heat in the palms has risen to another height.
Lu Ya opened her lips slightly, and just when she was about to speak to break the silence, the phone in her bag rang.
Lu Ya immediately sat up straight, but didn't let go of her left hand. She opened the bag with her hands freely and took out the phone.
Is it? Meng Qu's call.
"Hello? Meng Meng." Lu Ya glanced at Sang Qingxu's profile.
Meng Qu is fine: "Yaya, I sent you a WeChat message and you didn't reply. I'm here to visit now, and I won't be going back tonight."
"Row."
"Where are you now?"
Meng Qu didn't wait for Lu Ya to answer, he understood it himself: "Don't tell me, I understand, hehe, can you invite Mr. Jiasang over for a drink?"
Hearing her ambiguous tone, Lu Ya's face became hot, and she urged: "Go and do your work."
After she finished speaking, she cut off the phone and quickly put it back in her bag.
During this period, Sang Qingxu lowered the car windows a little, and the wind blowing in added a bit of coolness.
Lu Ya licked her lips, and saw Sang Qingxu just turned her head to look at her, and Sang Qingxu said: "I don't intend to eavesdrop."
"But? I still? Hear it."
Lu Ya felt even more embarrassed, but he had to bite the bullet and said, "Would you like to go up and sit for a while?"
Sang Qingxu asked back: "Do you want me to sit up for a while?"
"…hope."
Sang Qingxu leaned over quickly, raised her free left hand, and sent Lu Ya's mischievous hair behind her ear: "How about next time?"
This is what it means to refuse.
Lu Ya came to his senses, "Mmm" and said: "Okay."
She hesitated for two seconds, then said, "Then I'm going up, I'm a little sleepy, good night."
"...Good night." Sang Qingxu looked hesitant to speak, but finally said nothing.
The two people just let go of their holding hands. Lu Ya smiled at Sang Qingxu, then opened the car door, and got out of the car without looking back.
She thought that Sang Qingxu would not refuse.
She expected that Sang Qing could stay with her for a while longer.
But? The fact is not? In this way, Lu Ya frowned all the way after turning around.
Enter the community and take the elevator.
Within a few minutes, she sat down on the sofa, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
It was a?very?good state of getting along with each other, but why did it end like this?
Lu Ya thought about it carefully and got the result.
At first it was because of Sang Qingxu's refusal, which made her a little unhappy, but after she realized it, it was actually her own impulsiveness that made her feel ashamed.
Now many people are talking about fast food love, including her own love with Xia Shuang before, the two of them didn't know each other for a long time, and the time they were together wasn't too long, just like eating Like a quick meal.
When Lu Ya passed that section, she didn't want to do that, but? I don't know if it was? Tonight? Because the air in the car was a bit dull, she became more obsessed with Sang Qingxu.
The specific manifestation is that she hopes that Sang Qingxu will come up.
When she was in the car, Lu Ya was already trying to control herself. The dream of kissing with Sang Qingxu that night before had passed through her mind many times. Now she is so close to Sang Qingxu. If she wants to, she will really feel how soft those two lips are.
She could barely control herself, she just felt dry mouth.
And if Sang Qingxu really comes up, then you don't even need to think about what will happen.
But that's not what Lu Ya wanted.
At least not what I want now.
Thinking about this, Lu Ya wanted to apologize to Sang Qingxu, because she knew that she was smiling when she left, but wouldn't Sang Qingxu, who was sensitive to her emotional capture, know that she was unhappy?
Lu Ya took out her mobile phone from her bag again, and she chose to call Sang Qingxu, but it was a pity that Sang Qingxu's phone was in the middle of a call.
Lu Ya lowered her eyelids, waiting for Sang Qingxu to finish the call, but it was a bit tormenting during the waiting time.
She didn't want to miss the moment when Sang Qingxu called back, so she sat on the sofa all the time.
In fact, it's not that you can't send WeChat. It's just that she thinks it's better to talk on the phone, or in person, but obviously the current situation doesn't allow it.
Is Sang Qingxu coming home? Lu Ya looked at the walking time? Thinking.
Finally, after twenty? ten? minutes passed, her mobile phone interface lit up.
Yes? Sang Qingxu.
Lu Ya choked for breath, and answered immediately: "Hello?"
"I was on the phone with my mother, and she told me a lot of recent things." Sang Qingxu said softly.
"I know, I know you have your own business." Lu Ya asked, "So have you arrived home?"
"No."
"I didn't leave."
Lu Ya was startled: "Then where are you?"
"Still in place."
"I..." Lu Ya thought? Pick up the key and go out.
Sang Qingxu guessed her behavior: "Don't move."
"Shall we? Call like this now."
Lu Ya calmed down, and said "um", "Okay."
"I'm not a native of Yuncheng? My home is in Beijing, where I went to kindergarten, elementary school, middle school, university, and graduate school. I rarely left it during the period. The only few times I went to travel with my friends , but? Add up time? Not more than one summer vacation."
"Have you ever been curious about why I came to Yuncheng? Or are you curious?"
"Curious." Lu Ya answered honestly. She had read Sang Qingxu's resume on the school's official website before, and it was a pretty good grade.
Sang Qingxu had a car passing by and honked the horn. She continued: "I had a fight with my father."
"She asked me to join the company he wanted me to join, and let me go up to be a leader, but isn't that? Our own company, I don't think so either? I am qualified for that position, and he is at this point There are differences, but he is a very stubborn person, and he won't think about changing what he believes in."
"So? I came to Yuncheng and became a teacher."
"I escaped the family that made me depressed. This is? The life I thought I liked."
Lu Ya listened quietly, she felt that Sang Qingxu was feeling lonely and lonely at the moment, and she asked: "Then what is it actually?"
Since it is a "thought", then there is reality.
"In fact, this kind of life is a bit boring and boring. I try my best to do my job well and not let myself make mistakes. Except for the winter and summer vacations, I basically live this kind of life. I open my eyes to go to class in the morning and go to class in the afternoon. Or come back and have a meal by yourself in the evening."
"Sometimes I feel... that I'm living... like a robot..."
"Until last month and? You had an intersection."
Lu Ya was a little surprised by this turning point. She didn't expect that Sang Qingxu would mention herself like this, and her heart was raised in her throat. Sang Qingxu's clear voice came from the voice box: "My life is like Yes? The sunset glow that afternoon was so brilliant."
"I? No? I didn't tell you that I liked the sunset that day."
"No."
"At that time, I thought it was? Because it was beautiful in itself, and then I? Understand, it's? Because it's with? You."
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