Love Private Possession: Chapter 35
It was midnight when Sang Qingxu arrived home, she drank a lot, Xia Shuang who was with her was surprised: "Didn't you say you won't drink tonight?"
"Drink? Let's go."
Sang Qingxu said so, but in fact, she drank more today than she did this year. Besides, her drinking capacity was not enough. Just like that, she was already dizzy. Xia Shuang waited for her to relax. It took a while before the person was sent back.
Sang Qingxu still had some remaining rationality, but she was very sleepy. After a brief wash, she pulled off the quilt and got into the bed, closing her eyes.
But it was not so easy to fall asleep, she thought of Lu Ya.
In fact, the meeting at night was going well, wasn't it?
But it collapsed inexplicably behind, which made Sang Qingxu feel at a rare loss.
Did she say something wrong? For example, he asked Lu Ya if he wanted to see him.
Did she do something wrong? For example, she raised her hand to brush the top of Lu Ya's hair.
Or…
Lu Ya sensed her thoughts?
Sang Qingxu raised her hand and stroked her forehead. She can't think about anything else now, but when it comes to Lu Ya's matter, it's very clear.
She didn't have time to think about it at night, but now that she thinks about it seriously, she feels more and more likely that Lu Ya has noticed her own thoughts.
There are many people who know that the other party likes them, they will distance themselves, the time may be short or long, and the attitude may be gentle or intense.
Maybe Lu Ya behaved the same way when they parted tonight? That's it, Sang Qingxu thought of this, and started to have a headache.
She knew that Lu Ya had scruples about her identity, so she planned to proceed step by step. Frankly speaking, her so-called "desensitization training" was really with the idea of helping Lu Ya get out of the psychological shadow at the beginning. But now the nature of this matter has changed, and the training has become an excuse for her to contact Lu Ya.
She should have hidden herself better, instead of asking such bold words in order to seek an answer.
Sang Qingxu exhaled a few breaths, then put her hands back under the quilt again, and fell into a deep sleep.
Waking up in the morning was because of a call from Sangcheng. She touched the phone to answer it: "What's the matter?"
"sister."
"I'll come to play with you tomorrow?"
Sang Qingxu didn't open her eyes, she felt a little headache: "Got it."
She has been away from the capital for so long and has never been back. Sangcheng is the family member with whom she has the closest contact.
"Sister, aren't you still sleeping? It's already eleven o'clock? It's half past, and it's not your style to be so late." Sang Cheng was very surprised.
"Tomorrow? Come by yourself." Sang Qingxu hung up after saying this, and didn't bother to answer Sangcheng.
Her head was a little heavy, she got up slowly, and didn't think of herself until after lunch? She didn't look at her phone much.
Xia Shuang sent her a message to greet her, and there were other messages as well.
Sang Qingxu stared at the chat dialog with Lu Ya, frowning tightly.
Except for what happened when she was drunk last night, everything else was still very clear, whether it was the meeting with Lu Ya or the thoughts before going to bed, she hadn't forgotten it.
So now the mood is even more complicated.
Want to send a message to Lu Ya?
Hair? What?
It was rare for Sang Qingxu to fall into this kind of thinking and struggling, and in the end he didn't send anything? He went over and picked up another mobile phone instead.
duck sent a message, last night:
[It's okay, good night, sister Guanshu. 】
Obviously something happened, because the system prompted duck to withdraw two messages in this section.
What was withdrawn?
Sang Qingxu couldn't help becoming curious.
So she typed and replied: [Withdraw what? 】
Duck replied in seconds: [It's nothing, just some thoughts about life. 】
【yes? 】
【yes. 】
After duck answered, he sent another sentence: [Sister Guanshu, can I call you? 】
Originally, they should have made WeChat calls by default, but thinking of the situation last night, Sang Qingxu directly sent Lu Ya a string of phone numbers this time as a book reader.
Pretending to think that the phone number that duck said was a mobile phone number.
Lu Ya was stunned for half a second when she received the eleven-digit number, then she cleared her throat and called the number.
Just call, she still has a lot of phone bills anyway.
Sang Qingxu didn't take out the taste of treating Sangcheng to answer the call, but was much softer: "Did something happen?"
She paused and lowered her eyelashes: "Little duck."
"Sister Guanshu, will I disturb you?" Lu Ya hesitated.
"how come?"
Lu Ya sat on a chair, and there was a small mirror on the desk in front of her. She looked into her eyes in the mirror, and said in a low voice: "I called because I wanted to talk about something, and I thought about it for a while. Circle, I just think you are the most suitable sister Guanshu."
Sang Qingxu sat on the side of the bed with her mobile phone, she lowered her head slightly, not knowing what kind of expression she should make: "Then tell me."
"that is…"
"Sister Guanshu, you also know that the reason you helped me before was because a girl pursued me, which forced us to have the relationship we have now. As for me, I am actually a girl who likes girls."
"I know all of this."
"But it's the first time I've spoken to you formally." Lu Ya said, "What I'm withdrawing today is about my relationship."
"Well, I'm listening."
"I..." Lu Ya felt that he needed courage just to explain this matter, "I was moved by a person who shouldn't be moved."
Sang Qingxu's breath suffocated: "What do you mean by 'a person who shouldn't be moved'?"
"It's just that I don't match her in terms of comprehensive conditions." Lu Ya explained, "I even felt her rejection last night."
last night…?
Lu Ya met with her last night, but Lu Ya also put on makeup last night, so she must have met other people.
Sang Qingxu only felt that her heartbeat was magnified countless times, and it was repeated in her ears, so she tentatively asked: "Then what kind of person is she?"
"She's very kind and also takes good care of me."
"But I don't have extra thoughts about it, especially I know that she can't actually like girls. In short, she is a straight girl."
"It's a heartbeat, but actually I seem to like her already."
Lu Ya's speech speed was not fast, but these words were like stones one after another, and they all hit Sang Qingxu accurately.
Sang Qingxu pursed her lips.
She didn't know much about Lu Ya, so she didn't know whether the person Lu Ya was talking about was herself.
There are so many coincidences in the sky, just like duck is Lu Ya.
Maybe the person Lu Ya likes is similar to her, not herself.
only…
"How do you know she doesn't like you?" Sang Qingxu felt bitterness in her throat.
Lu Ya just said: "Feeling."
"Row."
"But since you called me to ask me, then my suggestion is that you can try to contact her?" Sang Qingxu took a breath when he said this, and then continued calmly, "If? It will be wrong If you do, then you're missing out."
"Sister Guanshu thinks so?"
"certainly."
"If you are not afraid of making mistakes, you are afraid of missing out."
"Thank you sister Guanshu. I understand. Give me some time. I'll contact her again. If I can't just rely on my feelings and other information to confirm the fact that she doesn't like me, I'll give up when the time comes. Bar."
"it is good."
Lu Ya said again: "Thank you, sister Guanshu."
"Can I eat what you asked for?"
Sang Qingxu's eyelids twitched: "Shall we meet?"
"No, let's get a takeaway. I just got your number, so it's not too much to know your address." Lu Ya smiled, "But maybe it's okay to meet after a while."
An hour later, the delivery man arrived at the door of Sang Qingxu's house.
Lu Ya ordered a lot of fruit. Sang Qingxu looked at the notes Lu Ya filled in on the note sheet, and the corners of his mouth turned up—
[Sister Guanshu, are you happy? 】
But when she thought that Lu Ya did this to thank her, the corners of her lips became straight again.
If the girl mentioned by Lu Ya also likes Lu Ya, then she...
Sang Qingxu sighed.
After Lu Ya clicked the fruit for Guanshu, he unlocked another phone, and clicked to open the chat dialog with Sang Qingxu.
Yes.
Sometimes it feels like it doesn't count.
Sang Qingxu hasn't made it clear that he doesn't care about her?
Lu Ya regained some confidence, but she didn't know what to type with her fingertips to send? She didn't send a word until Meng Qu came back from Wangwang in the afternoon.
There were two shallow strawberry marks on Meng Qu's neck, which Lu Ya saw at a glance, and the corners of her mouth twitched: "Isn't it true?"
"Bring what?"
"The details of last night?"
Lu Ya: "???"
Lu Ya: "Who wants to hear it!"
Lu Ya put the phone aside: "Last night, Wangwang came to ask me if you liked someone, and I said no, the result? You are together, but you never told me before."
"It's hard to say." Meng Qu thought for a few seconds, "I didn't think I was interested in her before, but when I saw her last night, my heart was about to jump out. I know she holds a good drinker, but If I don't understand what it means to pretend to be too drunk, I'm a fool."
"How carefully you observe."
Meng Qu took a glass of water and sat down on the sofa, looking at Lu Ya suspiciously: "Yes."
"If it wasn't for Wangwang who said that you were obviously different when you heard Teacher Sang, I wouldn't even think about your recent problems with Teacher Sang."
Lu Ya: "..."
"Lu Ya."
"You're keeping it a secret."
After Mengqu finished speaking, he picked up his glass and drank water.
Lu Ya wasn't nervous either, but she was somewhat guilty, but she still bite the bullet and explained: "Yes, I did have more contact with Teacher Sang, but it's because she is doing good deeds."
"What good thing?"
Lu Ya didn't bother to hide anything now: "I'm afraid of her and you too? It's not that I don't know, it's because I have feelings for the teacher. I have a shadow in my heart. Teacher Sang is kind-hearted and decided to take me out of the shadow." , so the meeting with her these days is all for these."
"Then you are not afraid of her now?"
"...Don't be afraid anymore."
"Then did you see Teacher Sang last night?"
"…seen."
Meng Qu was thoughtful: "We stayed late last night and met Xia Shuang and the others. At that time, I saw Teacher Sang sitting in the corner of the sofa, so I called her and she recognized me. .”
Lu Ya held his breath and continued to listen.
Meng Qu snorted: "Teacher Sang drank too much and asked me where Lu Ya was."
"I said you went home, but she said you didn't let her take you home, and you were wronged."
At this point, Meng Qu's eyes became strange: "Yaya, are you serious? You didn't give up on Xia Shuang, and you plan to start with the straight daughter of Teacher Sang!"
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