Crazy Psychologist: Chapter 61 degree of fear
Mu Chun was very serious. When he was serious, he didn't drink a sip of coffee, and seemed to be talking to the ceiling.
"What are we going to do to prepare?"
The current atmosphere of the Psychology Department is really similar to Liu Tiantian's description, it's like a detective agency.
"Of course it is done well. You will be prepared to lose your job. If you can't treat this patient well, you are not suitable to be a physical and mental doctor."
Chu Sisi was anxious, her eyes were red, "What do you mean? Don't I have another chance? There is no rule in any hospital that a doctor must cure the first patient. What kind of rule is this?"
"My rule."
"Although you are the director of the physical and mental department, you can't set such harsh conditions casually."
"In this case, you must be able to do it well. If you can't do it well, it means that you are not suitable for the physical and mental department. You can try other departments. Anesthesiology, anesthesiology is also a good department. You can do it all day. Cooperate with the surgeon, and the work is relatively simple. Or the injection department, of course, the injection department does not have a doctor."
Chu Sisi held back tears at the sudden rebuke, grabbed the book, and flipped through it.
"Don't read books when you are at work, if you want to read, ask for leave and go back to read."
"What do you mean? Are you going to drive me away?"
"No, Miss Chu, I'm very embarrassed. The office is so small. Although the floor is paved, you always sit here. It's very inconvenient for me, and for many patients, female doctors It’s also inconvenient to grow up, like what happened to Xiao Lin, if you weren’t here, I might have been able to ask him if he was a boy, you know? Sometimes it’s very troublesome.”
Chu Sisi understood what Mu Chun meant. After all, Mu Chun just wanted to drive her away, but the more Mu Chun was like this, the more stubborn Chu Sisi became. She didn't cry or refute Mu Chun's words in the room, but He gently picked up the book, walked to the corridor and started reading.
When Liu Tiantian came up to get a drink, he looked at Chu Sisi in surprise, and asked Mu Chun what was going on. Mu Chun laughed and chatted with Liu Tiantian about hypnosis, and told Liu Tiantian that if she learns to hypnotize in the future, the man Whether a friend is loyal or not can be easily tested.
Liu Tiantian listened quietly and deeply, and didn't go downstairs reluctantly until noon.
At this time, Chu Sisi had already read more than half of the book, from which she also noticed a lot of strange behaviors of Howard Hughes, such as taking many baths every day.
Chu Sisi saw someone posting on the forum that she had to take a shower 7 times a day, and someone said that she had to wash her hands many times a day. Because of the constant use of soap, her fingers had started to swell and shed skin, but she still couldn’t help but want to wash her hands. Wash your hands frequently with soap.
This website was later closed because the server did not renew.
After Chu Sisi got help, most of her symptoms were alleviated. Because of Mu Chun's email, she also knew where he attended classes, so Chu Sisi never went to the forum again.
Today, after reading Howard Hughes's autobiography, she recalled the weird behaviors, ritualized behaviors and unbelievable repetitions she had seen on many forums.
Is it all because of fear?
Mu Chun once said so.
Chu Sisi suddenly thought that she should go to this forum again. She never told Mu Chun that she was the helpless girl who sent him emails every week. Mu Chun naturally didn't know her existence.
But would Mu Chun admit that he founded this forum?
Chu Sisi quietly turned on Mu Chun's computer while Mu Chun was going to have lunch.
The forum still shows the wrong address. Now I can't find anyone on the forum at that time. It is not so easy to ask when it stopped running.
It's easier to do this kind of thing by one person.
Chu Sisi sent a message to Liu Yiming, "Do me a favor, I want to see when a paralyzed server stopped."
Liu Yiming promised to tell Chu Sisi about the server situation in a day.
Starting with the life story of Howard Hughes, and rereading the emails written by Mu Chun many times, Chu Sisi had some ideas about how to treat Li Nan.
Although she can't talk about self-confidence, she still counts the days in the next week, hoping to wait until Li Nan appears again.
His disheveled hair and withered, yellowed and blackened nails were not as unacceptable to Chu Sisi as they were when they first met.
Although it looks scary, he still maintains a polite manner and reveals self-restraint.
Maybe I have a high degree of education, maybe the family conditions are also very good, I don’t go out for two years, and I only rely on delivery services for everything. If the family conditions are not good enough, it is difficult to maintain daily life.
Even if you only eat instant noodles, the cost is not small.
"How are you getting ready?"
Mu Chun asked listlessly~www.mtlnovel.com~ Rarely did the teacher ask me about my preparations. "
Chu Sisi's face flushed red.
"Don't worry, he will come."
"Why do you say that? How does the teacher know that he will definitely come?"
"Because, he longs to return to a normal life. He is a person who maintains a terrible consciousness in hell. This is also the most unbearable place. Dr. Chu, if you choose, in **** In suffering, would you rather be a sober soul, or a blurred soul that doesn't know anything?"
"It should be the latter. For example, when extracting teeth, no one wants to extract teeth without anesthesia."
Mu Chun clapped his hands, "This example is really good, great. This is Li Nan's current situation. He is suffering in hell, but he can't get out. He wants to open the door of **** and return to sunshine. Next, but he doesn't know where the door is, and he doesn't know how to open it."
"Then what can we do to help him?"
"Hey, this is your patient, okay? I want coffee with 7 ice cubes. Do you want Dr. Chu to have a cup too?"
Chu Sisi shook her head.
"Then ask Dr. Chu to make me a cup of coffee with 7 ice cubes. I think sometimes, I need to stare at the rim of the cup when making coffee by myself. Sometimes the foam is a little higher, or the foam is a little lower. It’s comfortable, it’s like there are bugs crawling in my body, and sometimes I feel like I’ve been hit by something in my chest, it’s stuffy.”
"What does that feel like? Does the teacher have this kind of time when he has to complete a thing in a specific way before he can feel at ease?"
From Chu Sisi's point of view, Mu Chun is not such a careful and demanding person.