Break Up, Next: Chapter 21 night talk, warm heart

In Tang Sibai's soft words, the two little people were gradually swept away by the sleepiness from the initial excitement. Tang Sibai's heart was very soft, and he couldn't help lowering his head to give each of them a forehead kiss. Su Fu watched from the side, smiling slightly.

Arrange the children one by one and cover them with blankets, so that Tang Sibai and Sufu can take a bath by themselves.

Recovering from the bath, she sat down by the bed, picked up her phone and glanced at it. I haven't had time to look at my phone today, but now I open it, and there is an additional text message, which is from Su Jing.

Su Jing is Su Fu's younger sister, 6 years younger than him. She is now 21 and a senior at V University in City B. When I was a child, my brother and sister had a good relationship. Su Fu loved her sister very much, and Su Jing also relied on her brother. When she grew up, her relationship was not bad, until Su Fu went to university in S city. Because of the lack of gatherings and separation, she gradually became a little unfamiliar.

The real relationship between the two brothers and sisters is still cold. After Su recovers and comes out of the closet, the younger sister, like her parents, cannot accept homosexuality. At that time, Su Jing was still in high school, when she was nervous and rebellious in her studies. She was very angry that her brother gave up his family for a man. She also felt that her brother was gay, so she couldn't hold her head up, and threatened to have **** with Su. Sever the sibling relationship.

However, Su Fu chose He Shaoqi at that time, and because of this, Su Fu felt very guilty towards Su Jing and always tried his best to make up for it, and the way he can now is to fight every month Give her the money, because Su Jing doesn't want to see him, can't even answer the phone, and it's rare to send text messages.

SMS is concise - call me 5000

Not a single punctuation.

Su Fu looked at the text message and frowned. At the beginning of September, he called Su Jing 3,000. He knew that his parents would also give 2,000 a month. The living expenses of 5,000 a month are definitely not low. Now, this half month is not over, Su Jing wants another 5,000, what does she want to do?

Reminiscent of hearing her parents' conversation in the restaurant today, Su Jingyi didn't go home for the whole summer vacation, nor for the Mid-Autumn Festival, Su Fu was a little worried, she was a little girl who had been outside for so long, and now she For so much money, nothing will happen, right?

Although I have some doubts in my heart, I will still call the money Sufu. I replied to the text message and said that I will call tomorrow.

The text message is sent and there is no reply. Maybe it’s too late to sleep, or maybe it’s not wanting to reply at all.

Worrying about Su Jing, and thinking about her parents, thinking about what happened at the restaurant today, Su Fu couldn't sleep. He looked at the two children, covered them with blankets, and walked out of the room gently to sit downstairs in the living room for a while.

There are still two days before the Mid-Autumn Festival. Originally, the recovery was ready, just like the previous festivals. I bought some supplements and sent them to my parents' house by express, holding the luck that my parents might receive them. But after today, Su Fu decided to go in person. He didn't ask his parents to forgive him, he just hoped to get a chance to go back to see them from time to time.

He's family, in previous years, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, Su Fu would also prepare a gift. Mother He disliked it, but she would accept it. Are you going to send it this year? Su Fu thought to himself, although he and He Shaoqi had an appointment for half a year, but at this moment they broke up after all, and there was no need to ask He's mother's suspicion, but Juanjuan was still with him, a member of their He family.

"Still still sleeping?" Tang Sibai took two cups of hot milk, walked over with a smile and handed one to Su Fu.

"Thank you, I'm not sleepy." Su Fu took the milk and smiled at him.

Tang Sibai sat down beside him and drank milk quietly.

The TV was not on, it was late at night, and the living room seemed extraordinarily quiet, so quiet that Su Fu could almost hear Tang Sibai swallowing milk, so quiet that Su Fu could only follow Holding the milk and drinking silently.

"In a bad mood?"

Just when Su Fu was so quiet that she began to fall into deep thought, Tang Sibai finished drinking the milk and put the cup on the coffee table.

Su Fu was stunned for a moment, glanced at him, and shook his head habitually.

Tang Sibai smiled slightly, looked at Su Fu and asked softly, "A teacher who likes to hold his mind, can he enlighten the students?"

Knowing that he was joking, Su Fu smiled and looked down at the drop of milk at the mouth of the milk cup, slowly sliding down the cup until it was submerged in the milk, and no trace of it could be found. .

After a long time, Su Fu said, "I'm different from you, there are some things that are difficult to tell people."

"You didn't find the right person."

Su Fu was surprised for a moment, turned to look at Tang Sibai, Tang Sibai leaned on the back of the sofa relaxedly, with a smile on his face, as if saying "I'm ready, all ears" .

I don't know why, at that moment, Su Fu felt that a string that was always tense in his heart suddenly loosened, and the corners of his mouth could not help but bend slightly, he thought, he really needs a partner who can talk to Towards.

"I lost my temper in front of Mr. Tang during dinner today." Su Fu chose this beginning to describe his own thoughts. His flat voice carried many unknown emotions.

Su Fu shook her head slightly and sighed: "I'm not sad, I'm happy, but my heart is sore. That restaurant was opened by my parents, I haven't seen them for a long time, I haven't been able to take a good look at them since I came out and got kicked out of the house."

Speaking of this, Su Fu stopped for a while, rubbing the milk cup with both hands, not feeling a little hard, and feeling a little uneasy. He didn't talk to Tang Sibai about his sexuality. Before Tang Luoke said that he didn't have a mother, Su Fu took it for granted that Tang Sibai was divorced, and he also took it for granted that Tang Sibai was a straight man. At this time, he was a little worried about whether Tang Sibai would also be anti-gay, and if so, he would not continue.

He didn't know that Tang Sibai had guessed his sexuality when he met him in City B, and Tang Sibai's friend Li Chao was also shy, and there was also a secret in the Tang family. A curvy man, Tang Sibai has always treated homosexuality since he was a child, and will never be prejudiced. As for Tang Sibai's own sexuality, he has yet to meet anyone who makes his heart flutter, and he is too clean to go out and mess around, so he doesn't know, or doesn't care.

The owner of the restaurant is Su Fu's father, Tang Sibai also guessed seven or eight points today, not surprised, only said: "I think my uncle is still talking for the boy, it doesn't look like..."

Seeing that Tang Sibai was not disgusted, his attitude was natural, Su Fu heaved a sigh of relief, shook his head and continued: "Before my parents were very disgusted, they were so disgusted that they swept me out of the house. I haven't seen them for a long time. , I used to be beaten up when I went back once. I brought gifts during New Years and festivals, and even people and items were kicked out. Later, I didn't dare to go back. First, I was afraid that they would feel uncomfortable when they saw me. Second... I was really afraid. I can't stand the way they hate me..."

Su Fu said, his hands began to tremble, and the milk that had only been drunk in the cup swayed slightly.

Tang Sibai stretched out his hand, put the milk on the coffee table for him, and comforted: "Now, my uncle is not so prejudiced, is he?"

Su Fu nodded, wanted to laugh, and felt a little sour, "I don't know when my dad changed, when I went out today, I felt he saw me, I was sitting in the car , watching him look towards the car, at that moment I understood everything, he was changing for me, my parents still love me, they miss me too, it was my retreat that chilled their hearts, Let them harden their hearts and find no chance to forgive me."

"Parents love their children, and they just can't accept it for a while. How can they really blame you for a lifetime."

Su Fu desperately held back her tears to make herself look less vulnerable, "If I used more snacks and went back to see more, maybe this would not be the case. Now I think of my parents secretly Paying attention to homosexuality and slowly changing stereotypes makes me feel very uncomfortable. It should be the process of me being with them, and I should not let them bear it. I only think that they hate me and hate me, but forget that they love me too. "

Tang Sibai wanted to get a handkerchief, only then did he realize that he was wearing a nightgown without a handkerchief on his body, so he took out the tissue on the coffee table, folded it squarely, and handed it to recovery.

Su Fu took the tissue, looked at the square face, almost burst into laughter, wiped her tears, and thanked him.

"It's not too late for you to find out, you still have a chance to get your parents' forgiveness, and your parents still have a chance to re-accept their son, everything is too late, you should be happy, right? "Tang Sibai looked at Su Fu with a smile, his slightly low voice seemed to have the power to soothe people's hearts.

He calmed down his emotions, curled his lips slightly, and said to Tang Sibai: "Yes, I should be happy, I still have a chance, I will go to see them on the Mid-Autumn Festival, even if they are beaten up. Don't be afraid."

Tang Sibai smiled and nodded when he saw that he was very confident, thinking of the past of the Tang family.

Su Fu felt the same way, nodded vigorously, and was a little puzzled, and asked, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Tang Sibai smiled and shook his head, "No, I just remembered my parents' generation, when homosexuality was more unacceptable than it is now, it was really a loss, and now It's a sad pity..."

After speaking, Tang Sibai realized that he had gone too far, sighed and shook his head again, looked at Su Fu and said, "Come on, Mr. Su is so good and filial, I believe my uncles and aunts will slowly accept it. of."

"Well, come on!" Su Fu, who was in a better mood after talking about it, picked up the milk on the coffee table, poured it in a few mouthfuls, and exclaimed "cool" from the bottom of her heart!

Tang Sibai smiled, but before he could stop him, he said helplessly, "Is it cold?"

"No, warm, delicious."

When you are in a good mood, everything is good.

Seeing that it's getting late, Tang Sibai said, "Go to sleep, don't hold back if you have something to do in the future, it will be more comfortable to say it."

Su Fu nodded and said with emotion: "No one said before, now..."

"Now you can find me," Tang Sibai replied with a smile, "Mr. Su teaches and educates people, and as a parent, you should share some emotions for the teacher."

Su Fu laughed, not pretentious, and gratefully responded.

Tang Sibai put the cup in the kitchen sink, Su Fu saw him coming out, turned off the light in the living room, and the two walked upstairs together under the lighting of the corridor upstairs.

"When will you move to Jinghe?" Tang Sibai asked.

Su Fu thought about it for a while, and said, "Let's move something tomorrow, there are not many things, take a break at noon to get it."

Walking to the upstairs corridor, the two were going in different directions, Tang Sibai paused when he heard the words.

"Go get it?"

Resuscitation also stopped for a while, and the pain in my heart disappeared again.

"Well, we went to his house to get something, and we broke up." After saying it, I felt much more relieved. It turned out that the breakup was not so painful that it was hard to say.

Tang Sibai didn't intend to mention other people's sadness, and was a little sorry, but when he thought of Su Fu's partner, he felt that it would be better to break up, that man was not worth Su Fu's sacrifice for him. At least in the eyes of an onlooker like him, if Su Fu can be allowed to do that research alone, and if he doesn't believe it once and goes to the second time, this man is not worth spending a lifetime with.

"Don't think too much," Tang Sibai comforted softly, thought about it, and added, "You deserve better."

He turned around and went back to his room, Liu Sufu was still standing in the corridor, a little stunned, but it took a long time to feel warm in his heart. He was despised too much in his days at the He family, and Su Fu had forgotten that he was fine too.

Yes, He Shaoqi is not the only man in the world, he can put his mother first, he can cheat, he can cover everything with a sorry, then why can't he find better when he recovers of?