Almighty Summoner: Chapter 286 emotion
After leaving the venue on the fifth floor, Zhang Lin did not go downstairs, but went to a secluded balcony on the far right of the floor, looking at the scene downstairs through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, wondering what he was thinking.
"you……"
Li Xinran looked at Zhang Lin suspiciously and wanted to say something, but she didn't say it.
Zhang Lin didn't look very good at this time. Although he didn't pay much attention to some negative remarks, Yang Mingchao said it so face to face, after all, he couldn't help but feel angry.
It is impossible for him to have no hatred for Yang Mingchao, not only because of what Yang Mingchao did to him, but also because of Zhao Rui.
If Yang Mingchao treats Zhao Rui better after he gets Zhao Rui, Zhang Lin has nothing to say, only blessings. But knowing Zhao Rui's situation, he ran out of resentment against Yang Mingchao, Zhang Linzhen, old and new, and had an urge to kill him.
This is **** rubbish!
In Zhang Lin's guess, he already believed that Yang Mingchao did the car accident 80% of the time. Although there is no evidence yet, it is not important, it just adds a weight to his resentment. What Yang Mingchao did to him or Zhao Rui was beyond what he could tolerate. Zhang Lin didn't want him to feel better about this person. He didn't have such a broad mind.
Just now, Yang Mingchao provoked him again and again, and even the Buddha would get angry, and Li Xinran stood up to speak for him, so he couldn't help but respond.
This response seems a bit hot-headed. After all, Zhang Lin is just like Yang Mingchao said, what proof does he have? He has no way to prove himself, which is really frustrating. But the words have been released. Zhang Lin doesn't want his words to become empty words, so he must make it a promise, a goal that must be achieved.
Even though he hasn't figured out a way yet.
"you……"
Li Xinran opened her mouth again, said such a word again, and then did not continue.
"What's wrong?" Zhang Lin turned to look at her and asked.
"It's nothing, I just thought you were so handsome just now." Li Xinran blushed a little, she clenched her small fist and said.
Zhang Lin raised his brows, feeling a little surprised by Li Xinran's statement, and suddenly burst out laughing: "You just found out?"
"No, I found it before, but I think it's more handsome today."
"Are you attracted to me?"
"What's wrong?" Li Xinran quickly denied it, and then said, "You said just now that he would prove it, is it true?"
"Yes." Zhang Lin nodded.
"How did you know?"
While Li Xinran said this, he stared at Zhang Lin without blinking, his eyes seemed to be full of brilliance, and his expression was full of anticipation, as if he was waiting for a verdict. And her breathing was also a little short, and her chest was heaving up and down, obviously a little nervous, and this tension has also become a kind of depression, pressing her as if she can't breathe.
Zhang Lin looked at Li Xinran and said slowly, "Because..."
"Because he is Zhang Lin!"
At this time, a voice came from behind the two of them, and Bai Xiaotian came over with a smile and said, "Even if I don't say it, you will admit it, right? Why don't I speak for you."
Zhang Lin smiled, and Bai Xiaotian was right at all. It's just that there is no difference between saying it and not saying it. Zhang Lin believes that Li Xinran had already guessed the question before asking the question, otherwise it would be impossible to appear in such a state of expectation, just waiting for his final response.
Li Xinran's eyes widened, and there was no expression on his face. Shocked? Maybe, but not very strongly. Excited? Maybe there is, but again not very strongly.
With a very complicated expression, she couldn't guess what she was thinking, but it was certain that she couldn't speak now, because her lips kept shaking, making a sound similar to **.
"Very disappointed?" Zhang Lin said.
"Do not!"
Li Xinran shook her head vigorously, desperately denying Zhang Lin's statement. "Not disappointed at all, I just...I just..."
Saying that, Li Xinran seemed a little helpless, but her panicked expression made people think she was very cute.
Bai Xiaotian on the side laughed and said, "Well, it seems that this reality makes this beauty a little unacceptable. Let me guess, what is the reason?"
"Go away!"
Zhang Lin glared at him. As a friend, he didn't know that Bai Xiaotian was doing something wrong. In fact, Li Xinran's reaction was too guesswork, it was just a psychological entanglement.
When you like an ordinary person and at the same time worship a high idol, then one day when this ordinary person suddenly becomes one person with that idol, this kind of entanglement will appear. This is a very complex emotion, and while excited, there are also some unacceptable emotions that are difficult to describe.
In fact, in the imagination of some people, if such a thing happens, they may feel very excited and happy, but in fact it is not the case. Of course, if there are factors of interest, such as taking an idol's girlfriend as a show off, or if an idol may bring you wealth and a future, you may be overwhelmed with excitement.
But this is interest, not love. If you put aside these factors of interest and simply love a person, it will be different. There may be excitement, but it will never be so intense. This is actually not something to be happy about, because this love has produced such a variable in identity, which will cause people to be confused for a moment, which will make people deep in their hearts. There is a gap.
And what this gap reflects is just like Li Xinran is now. I don't know if it is joy or loss, and it will also appear helpless.
From the side, this means that Li Xinran really fell in love with Zhang Lin, and this love is not mixed with interests, it is a pure love, which is very commendable. That's what Bai Xiaotian wanted to say, and Zhang Lin felt very relieved by this.
For Zhang Lin, this is not a secret either. He is not an emotional idiot. Even though Li Xinran has never admitted it, some obvious reactions have already been exposed. It's just that Zhang Lin doesn't know how to treat it, and from the bottom of his heart, he still has some resistance to Li Xinran.
The habit of childhood experiences and the failure of Zhao Rui's relationship made Zhang Lin somewhat resistant to women like stars. It was like that a few months ago, and it is still the same a few months later.
Li Xinran and Zhao Rui are very similar to a certain extent. Even though they are two different women and their personalities are far from each other, they still have those similarities. When Zhang Lin met Maureen before, he affirmed his thoughts. He felt that Maureen was his favorite, but Li Xinran was not. Even in terms of temperament, Maureen was more in line with being a star goddess. image of.
Everyone has a different view of the goddess. In fact, this is a feeling. People like Ma Liner can make Zhang Lin feel cordial, while Li Xinran has a gap. Getting along during this period of time actually made this estrangement gradually disappear. After all, Li Xinran was indeed a girl next door, and she didn't have that kind of goddess temperament, but Zhang Lin still couldn't fully accept it in his heart.
The influence of an experience or a relationship is not so easy to disappear, and even if this psychological conflict is known to be wrong, it cannot be easily reversed.
Emotions are so intriguing, they seem contradictory and unreasonable. But human emotion is the most complicated thing in all things. No one can explain it clearly, and no one can explain it clearly. Everything can only be followed by feeling.
Zhang Lin also knew that she should accept Li Xinran, especially Li Xinran's reaction just now fully explained her thoughts. It's very rare, very precious, it's just a pity that he's not ready yet.
But it didn't matter anymore, anyway, he gradually began to accept that people, after all, are sentient beings, not lumps of wood. Maybe over time, he will suddenly enlighten one day, maybe.
Li Xinran lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking, but Bai Xiaotian glanced at her, smiled, and then asked Zhang Lin, "You are not an impulsive guy, and I was surprised that you would say such a sentence just now. ."
"That's because you don't know me. I'm actually very impulsive."
"Really?" Bai Xiaotian raised his brows and said, "I don't know what kind of conflict there is between you and Manager Yang. I don't care about this. I just want to know, what do you use to prove it?"
"Can't you take me for an angry word?"
"I know you're not going to say anything mad."
Zhang Lin was silent. In fact, this was really an angry remark. He couldn't think of any way to return to the alliance.
"Forget it, when I didn't ask." Bai Xiaotian sighed, handed Zhang Lin a cigarette, and said, "But if you need any help from me, just speak up, I will definitely be on your side."
Zhang Lin glanced at Bai Xiaotian and said, "You are from Weiba now, in other words, you have to listen to Yang Mingchao."
"Friends and colleagues are not the same thing. Guess which one will I value more?"
Zhang Lin smiled and said nothing, just reached out and patted Bai Xiaotian on the shoulder.
"Xiaotian, the banquet is about to start, you have to prepare, what are you doing here?"
At this time, they saw Yang Mingchao walking towards them with a woman in his arms, and this woman was none other than Zhao Rui.
Zhao Rui's eyes dodged a little after seeing Zhang Lin, and her walking posture became unnatural. She seemed unwilling to face Zhang Lin.
Zhang Lin looked at her and sighed secretly. He was also unwilling to face Zhao Rui. Although he hadn't seen her for a few months, he was already a different person, which was embarrassing. Although it is said that some people will still be friends after breaking up, there is absolutely no way between Zhang Lin and her.
But even if they won't be friends, they're not strangers. Since they meet, it's necessary to say hello.
The two nodded to each other without saying a word.
Bai Xiaotian shook his head when he saw the appearance of the two of them. He felt very uncomfortable in the atmosphere, and said, "Then let's talk, I'll go back and prepare."
Saying that, he turned and left.
There were only four people left on the balcony, and Yang Mingchao said after a long time: "After you left the club, this is the first time we have met. I really want to know what you think. How about it? Give your acceptance speech. "